I find a little peace in the fact that I've been able to cook the past few days. I'm not on schedule with the meal plan I had going, but that's only because of the serious detour that we've taken on. I can focus on this one good thing, though. I've cooked two healthy meals, and we're eating. During last night's dinner we were a bit on edge. I'm surprised we could even keep our meals down. Landon even ate a little last night. He wasn't so interested tonight, but that's okay. I'm just glad we're all still together. At least for now.

As many of you probably have gathered, we're in a very serious situation here at home. I'm being insanely cryptic for a reason. And, you know, I'm usually pretty open about things. In this case I cannot be. That's how serious it is. We're all scared and sick. And we can only wait on what's to come next.

There will be times I sit down here to gather my thoughts and maybe vent. But I haven't been commenting on anything because I pretty much just sit and go. I'm answering lots of questions, getting tons of phone calls, and just...waiting.