It could be water retention like my mother says, but honestly, what much of a difference would that make? I'm happy to announce that my weight is up to 115. Oh, the holidays bring much joy to my belly! And yesterday we had Christmas at my Grandma's. It was postponed because she came down with something, but she's doing much better now, thank God. Landon and Melyna were spoiled by friends and family. I mean really, the love is enormous.

I'm so terribly terrified and excited all at once for the New Year. I do not have any resolutions, I only have a plan. However, I cannot be attached to this plan. The waiting, it only gets longer. And no real big plans. I'm hoping to see my friend Diane, though! No telling what's in store there. ;P

My sweet, sweet Landon. The older he gets the bigger the temper. Oh man, what a stage. The boy is wearing me out. He's an angel for everyone, but when I come into the picture all hell breaks loose. He likes to test me in the worst ways. And I have to admit, I'm thinking about getting a spray bottle to correct him. Let me explain why. I was in a public restroom when he decided to go over and have a look at the toilet seat. I kept telling him no, but alas, his hand ended up on the toilet seat anyway. I was cleaning my hands at this time so when I finished I said, "No-no," as I flicked that cold water in his face. He backed away from the toilet with a look of dis-satisfactory. Mission failed, buddy! And then I said, "Yeah, ya didn't like that did you?"
Hmm...am I wrong? :D

So I'm up at 2:22am because I haven't been sleeping well at all. However, now I'm pretty damn tired and hungry to boot. Whatever shall I do?