Landon turned two on April 20. He went to bed right before 8pm and has been waking around 8-8:30am every day after that now. Landon is incredible. He's eating tons and talking more now than ever. He plays the guitar Grandy (my dad) bought him for Christmas and sings his own little tune. Almost every morning when he wakes he wants me to read to him first thing. That's fun, to get past the blurred vision and scratchy voice. We also just recently found out he's terrified of roaches. I wonder if he's scared of spiders like his daddy, too.

Everyday is a challenge. I'm struggling...to be a good mom, a good daughter, a good friend. I'm struggling. I clean everyday. Sometimes I read, but sometimes I work on my book. Yeah, I started writing a book. I don't know if it will be a success, but at the moment I think it's a pretty good idea. It keeps me busy, anyway.

Did I delete my MySpace? Yes, I did. It's not a huge loss.

Oh, I grew a pair and sang karoake for the first time ever the other night. I sang "Cowboy Take Me Away" by the Dixie Chicks. My sister says I did pretty good.

That's not all, but let's not make this depressing. I hope all of you are well, healthy, and happy. ♥